My Misadventures!

Mood: Sad
I hear: PBB-TE theme

Four days from now, i’ll bid goodbye to my teeny bopper years. Yes, 20 years old na ako by the end of the month. I’ve had mixed sad and happy experiences. Nagpapasalamat naman ako kay papa jesus at naging maayos ang kalahati ng buhay ko.(read: kalahati kasi til 40years lang ang buhay ko. di kasi ako kumakain ng gulay, intay ko pa taning ng doctors bago kumain gulay, yun ang go-signal ko.) Kasi i have frequent heartburns that kept on remindin me malapit na ako mamatay. :c

Nakakalungkot, i’ve been through alot of relationships pero i can’t seem to find the right girl for me. I got my heart broken once when i had my first. It gave me everything, it taught me everything, it made me who i am today. Relationships past the first i can say were all good memories. (read: am not saying the first wasnt ha… masaya din naman ako nun, di ko nga lang na-prove ng maigi sarili ko.. err.. noob pa when it comes to relationships)

Recently, i fell out of love. Yeah, kakalungkot. You always hear this line sa mga movies and teen flicks. Even me myself was’nt a believer(kasi parang di sapat yung reason na yun) ’til naramdaman ko din. On a girl’s perspective, isipin lang nila, may ipapalit ka na better than the current. Pero that’s not what am planning. I just realized this is not what i want though it may be what i needed(selfish mode initialized). You wake up and have the same routine, find it very boring, eventually fall out of love. Arrrgh.. Finally, you’ll call it quits because the spark and magic is gone. I tried to re-kindle pero wala talaga. :c  Ooops. stop na ako, cheesy na!

This could be one of my most unhappy birthday. I don’t know, madel and i parted ways pero we’re in good terms naman. We had a good closure. I lost a girlfriend, but instantaneously, i had new bestie that won’t leave me.

Last monday was definitely a blast. Me and my highschool friends from mapua got reunited because of a not so good ocassion. Hey, its a funeral! Haha, we were busy catching up on each other’s life while the family kept on mourning. We went there for Dhavy, Gean’s lil sister who committed suicide, for some reasons, they opted not to divulge. Could have been about love life, family or just plain political issues. Lol.

I was very very happy seeing almost all my friends. oh, they still look the same. We did alot of catching up since its been ages, the last time we saw each other. we’ve been saying and hearing "dude, kumusta ka na?"
"How’s architecture?"
"How’s Engineering?"

Haaay.. i miss highschool. Hopefully there’d be a follow up sometime this week or next week. Perfect because everyone seems to be bored, and the mapua guys are still on their orientation.
hey, a movie or a swimming won’t hurt!

I even had a chance to talk to my highschool crush. Yeah, she’s still pretty and sexy(morena type). Also, another girl(maputi with a strong personality) i like which i confessed na nanghihinayang ako, i ignored her feelings back then(well, i gave way for my friend,pero la din nangyari. Guess we were young then). I just cant decode their signals. Ehem.. You know me, am the torpedo type no hint-from girl-no move-too bad-i’d be single type of guy.

After a year of not using my ten-piece trusty kurecolors, finally got them back from Brian. Err.. Good thing dala na niya. I managed to survive two semesters without it. But my plates definitely suffered. Kaya most of the time, i used autocad for my presentations. Ouch! (Did i hear my wallet?) Ang mahal ng printing (me says to myself when am at joli’s printing my work "anak ng tipaklong, sayang pera ang pangit ng gawa ko, kahit naka autocad or indi pareho grade nito malamang") Been planning to add at least one to my ten piece collection. i wont mind if my blockmates would give me one each as a birthday present.

Again, I greeted easter by going late to mass this morning (salubong). I slept at around 1 in the morning after watching some documentaries from GMA. Its really an eye - opener to the current condition of our country.

I did’nt have a good - early morning sleep. Since i was late during the last easter celebration(its very important dahil sakristan mode ako), i had my alarm clock set by 4am, time by which the procession will start, just enough time to prepare(sa mass kasi ako serve). Eto nangyari:

3 times ako nagising! Isa ng 2am, 3am, 3.30am! Next thing i knew was it was already 4:50am! Way way past the time i have set my alarm clock! I hurried to the bathroom and did my thing, i had a hard time putting my stupid contacts(haha! read it right, stupid contacts, di ako ha). Took me another 5 minutes. (For a pro, should take about 3 tries only). Panu ba naman, tarantang taranta na ako. I ended up late,waiting for the program to end(wishfully thinking may break ng konti for me to join my other sakristan buddies before the start of the celebration). Too bad, naipit ako ng crowd. Whew… Sama nanaman ng loob ko sa sarili ko. :c

About my OJT:
Am having a hard time getting this job. They’re demanding too many requirements. Been going to their office and back to the university and its killin me. Grabe, everytime i go there, lagi na lang may mali(ay iho, you still need this. please accomplish din form also.. grrr). The only thing i need for me to start the apprenticeship is the "specific number of hours" which the university does not require kaya they cant provide/sign it. I told the HR i’ll just work for them this summer but i dont seem to convince him. Kailangan may pirma ng registrar/practicum coordinator. Panu nga mangyayari yun eh wala na nga practicum sa Arki! Pota, that guy is a poser!
By thursay, resume na ang office nila. I’d be calling them first thing in the morning to ask if i can work despite the difficulties presenting the requirements(errrr.. walang ojt class sa amin kaya they cant give the duration).

Aba! Kung ayaw nyo, wag nyo!

Enough of the bad start…
After some years of talking to my relatives via phone, at last, we got to know internet(haha, inter- what?) and started chatting and calling. Thanks to the messenger. Haha.. Ignorance talaga.
They hurried themselves to the mall to get a new mic and camera.. HAHA. Now, pati mom ko kalaban ko sa pc! CERTIFIED CHATTER!

Off topic rant:
I hate those motorcyles buzz when braking! HEllo Riceboys!

To gino, lev and owen, my BT groupmates:
Am sorry if i wasnt able to perform well this semester. i know i could have done better if i wasnt too complacent. Alam ko kasi magagaling kayu, kaya nag petiks ako. Another thing is, late lagi ako. Sorry at di ako naging mabuting groupmate.
:c

Dilemma:
Am having a hard time deciding if mag-dorm ako or mag-stay pa din sa bahay.
Am considering the next semester’s schedule if masyado busy to go home.
I also just want to try and know the feeling. My fear is i’d have a hard time juggling the two:  studying and at the same time taking care of myself. Imagine, thinking about  my dinner, lunch and my laundries. Not to mention demanding subjects that would require tens of drawings.. Isa pa eh, walang pc sa dorm, if madala ko naman pc dito sa bahay, parang i cant live without the internet, tapos, yung DSL has already reached our shores, kaya another factor! Been wishing to have broadband internet since then, wow, sarap mag online games nun! T”would help me alot in my academics!